Thursday, April 24, 2014

The Breakup

They both agreed they needed to talk. 

“The Talk”.

They both knew what it meant as soon as they hung up the phone.  Their fate was sealed as soon as she set foot into his house.  An end of an era.  It was a whirlwind romance that everyone knew was going to fail, but one that everyone secretly rooted for.

There was no yelling, screaming, or cursing.  No harsh words or even bitter tones.  Just soft words and sad smiles. 

She felt her eyes begin to betray her.  She had told herself that she wasn’t going to cry.  She choked out her last goodbye as two traitorous tears slid down her cheeks.  She turned her back to him so that he couldn’t see the storm that was about to break forth.  She felt her very soul scream in agony as she took those first steps away from him.  Her heart begged her to turn around, pleaded with her to stay.  As her pride forced one foot in front of the other and kept her jaw wired shut.

His face was set as hard as stone as she said her last goodbye.  The only thing that betrayed him was his eyes.  His eyes glistened as he held his tears at bay.  His eyes begged her not to go as she said her last goodbye.  He felt his soul scream in agony as she took those first steps away from him.  His heart begged him to call her name, it pleaded with him to not let her go.  As his pride nailed his feet to the ground and kept his jaw wired shut.


The soft click of the front closing hit them both like a jolt of lightening.  She ran to her car half blind with tears as he walked towards his Xbox, wiping away a single tear.

Monday, April 14, 2014

Dare to Love



Her head rested gently into his chest, broad shoulders and strong arms enveloped her.  She breathed him in.  His presence comforted her and unnerved her all at the same time.

Dare she love again? 

Dare she hope again? 

Dare she trust again? 

She had loved before.  She had believed before.  She had trusted before.  But she had been let down, thrown down, stepped on, looked over, and passed by.  Rejection had made her tough.  Lies had made her hard.  Abuse had made her combative.  Abandonment had made her masculine. 

But now here she was, face to face with a man.  Not a boy, but a man.  A man that loved her. 

And her brittle masculinity crumbled into dust as her dormant femininity broke through, as he whispered three simple words into her ear that she needed to hear more than anything.  Words that she breathed in like oxygen as the tears poured down her face. 

“I got you.”

And upon hearing these words she found a new strength, a pure strength.  The strength to let her heart free.

And so she dared to trust again.

She dared to believe again.

She dared to love again.